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July 02 All i need is "calm"These days i am always in the bad mood,for no reasons,maybe just the study pressure. There will be a couple of things for me to do in this summer vacation,heavy study task and research works and so on. So i can't concentrate on my study,and there will not be enough time for me if i dont have the condition in early July, anyway, i must make a desicion, so i quit the boring research works, really a God damn project for me,charged by two post-graduate, who both are freaks in my mind,every time they just asked us to the Lab, but never told us how to use the equipment, we just standed there and watch,oh,that is a waste of time,ironically, the only thing i learned was how to bear the terrible smell of bitument which made me headache. I cant stand that any more, Shit, so, i say i will never do that job again, never, i'm really not interested in it. June 25 My favorite family picture This time i'd like to introduce to u all my favorite family picture ,but that would make some of u surprise,because it isn't descibe the whole family of mine but the Kangs', which is a big and warm family with three generation living together in a Xiguan house. When it comes to this family, i think some of u may be very familiar with it,that's right, that family will on show on GDTV every Saturday and Sunday night, and the people in this family are nice and i'm the big fan of them. However,this warm sight has gone and never to return,because brother Zong was gone two weeks ago, who always is the family member i like most, which also make me feel sad and disappointed and just like losing my own family member. In this family, i can feel the spirit of a normal traditional chinese family and the brotherhood of four brothers and the family love,in which i cherish the brotherhood most. Why? Very simple,as the only son in my own family, i never have the chance to experience brotherhood and to share my happy or bad things with my own brithers. What a pity! That would be a historical mistake----1950's leaping forward and than the Family planning,which carried out in the late 1970's and made the child born after 1980 totally lose the brotherhood which would be crucial to their growing up. So i only can find brotherhood in my classmates and friends, well, i do find it,but it's a little bit different from the brotherhood i want, anyway, i 'll cherish it for ever.  June 24 UntitledYesterday i finished all the God damn designs of Subgrade and Pavement Enginering,and turned in the design drawing and the design manual,and this also means my field trip that lasted more than three weeks was finally over and this semester has also come to its end.
Next week i will begin my preparation of the entrance examination of post-graduate.According to some authorities, April would be the very time to begin the preparation as a normal study schedule, but,because of the heave schedule of this semester, i must put off all the work till late June,and some of my diligent schoolmates have already begin their work for more than two mouths and some of them also reached the second phase of the preparation,maybe it is a little bit late for me.So i must spend more time studying my maths and english and specialized course,maybe i'll set such a hard schedule this summer vacation so that i can catch up on all the work i've delayed. On the other hand,i'm used to a lazy study habit that make my study efficiency low, so i need to overcome it and be in the best condition of study as soon as possible. On the other hand,How time flies! Three years has passed,and this September i will be a senior,and the sight of military training often occupy my mind and that seems to happened yeaterday,maybe i've missed many beautiful things in this three years but at least some of them may really be in my memory,and i'll cherish it for ever.
PS:Thanks for Aaron's recommendation to my English study, and i'll learn it by heart,and wish u success in your oversea study. June 18 Apology Two mouths ago,a morning, a offending and boring chat with her has made her feel disgusted and from then on she didnt pay any attention to me even a response of a greeting message from mobile or net,which made me think our friendship will over for ever,but a couple of days ago she added commemts on my blog on msn space and yesterday said hi to me on the net, which really was what i never expect and really made me feel happy,but i knew that she didnt know who is Rick and only want to figure out who is who stuff,anyway,for me, a little attention to me is enough.
I must apologize for my rudeness. I really dont know why i acted rudely, maybe the immature mind and the lack of skills of communicating with girls. Now,maybe she dont treat me as one of her friends any more, but i really dont want to lose her as my friend. In my mind, she always is a special girl with a nice appearance and a unique character that lots of girls dont possess,and her standpoint of love and family also r what i always agree to.
Finally i hope u will forgive for my unrespect,Kelly. June 15 Never lose my passion This days i have been thinking of my plan of study,for many reasons,among them,there are two main factors,frist,my family dont afford my further study abroad,on the other hand,a friend of mine said that academic career is crucial but social skills and experience are more critical to a man,of course she have been worked for more than three years,and her opinion would be more society-orient,however,it really make sense to me.
Will i still follow my initial plan or quit?is educational backgrounds useful or just a bullshit for a young man? After almost a week's thinking,i am now saying to you all that i will not give up and pursue all my energy to my academic career.On the other hand,i must make a change,because of my family's economic situation,putting off my schedule of further study abroad is the best policy for me now, but i dont mean i quit and will make it a real when my economic foundation is stable.At this moment i 'll plan to take the entrance examination of post-graduate of homeland which will be held in Feb 2007 instead,haha,my target is SCUT,maybe continue majoring in bridge engineering,anyway, i take the plundge,in spite of the difficulty of entering that high-level university. Many people said that homeland's education of post-graduate is totally a waste of time,but i dont stand by that at all,and that depends on your own personal activity and the attitude towards study,in my view,there are as many opportunities as abroad in our homeland for chian is becoming stronger and stronger in aspects of her economy power and the rate of civilization and the culture influence.So,China is full of means of livelihood,haha.
As my study-oritent point of view,i'll continue my preparation of toefl&GRE,not for oversea study but my English study and mastering a common skill for daily communication with each other. ok,that's for all,time to leave. June 10 attitude to loveMy roommate is a jacky’s big fan, everyday he listens to jackys’ songs day and night,and that doesn’t seem a bore for him, and he like the song “love should be permanent ” most, and the opera “the snow wolf lake”. Step by step I also have acquired a taste for his songs, but I like the song “有个人”most, this song came out in the year of 1999, three years after jacky and maymay’s marriage which has ended their love marathon lasted more than ten years, in this ten years they learned how to share happy and sad experience and feelings of each other and made a strong foundation of love. In 1999 the first child was born and then the second child in 2005, what a warm family! Why I like that song most? Very simple, it describes a everlasting and unchanging love between them and jacky’s attitude to love and family, which is what I am looking for and which I place a high value to. However, should love really be permanent? Some doing and some don’t, in many people’s opinion , they would not expect a everlasting and unchanging love but a “fast food” love, absolutely I don’t care for that point of view towards love, I want a love should be permanent.
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June 08 ex GFtoday,i came across my EX GF'spacce,and saw a lot of pictures about her,and made me reminded lots of things between us.We began in 2000 and broken up in 2002,a two-year love between us.but now,She has another BF, i'm single,anyway,i usually think about her,but i no longer love her,just thinking about the beautifut moment we have ever had and the specical feeling i have ever had.No one can make me feel that any more.
i understand,something must not be back to its begining,something has gone.But when i saw the pictures of her and her BF,i'm not happy,why she hurted me four years ago!why she acpected that GUY! he is so disgusted in my opinion,ok,Rick,u must face the music,look forward to the next sweetheart of yours. June 06 untitledthis is my first time been to msn space,since i wanna record sth that happen in my daily life.We have survey field trip this week,and everyday work from 8:30 to 6:00 i n the afternoon.we are dog tired yesterday cause the hot weather,and after a day's work we went for a snack,haha,that's great,a bench of friends just sat round and talk whatever we want:beautiful ladies,studys,works even the God damn Exam,and that make us relax a lot.we really enjoy it. |
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